Prayer and Jesus

I am learning what it means to be a wife to a hurt man. It is ture that hurt people hurt people. If you are not healed, you will not learn how to treat others the way they really ought to be treated, with unconditional love. It is hard not to want to quit, to say that it is over, and then pack up the bags and go somewhere, anywhere, but here.

I am not quitting, but I have my boundaries. Jesus Christ is my lover and my husband first. I never thought I would be in the boat that I am sailing in today. Hope and prayers are keeping going. I ask you join me in praying for my husband and my marriage. I am applying grace as I have been given much grace. Forgiveness-I am willing to forgive. Unconditional love is in my heart, but I am so guarded. Is this really a marriage or just a mere arrangement between two people?