Tuesday, May 26, 2009

We All Need to be Heard and Encouraged!

I am in a place that I have been told is "desirable". Well, yes, this place is drawing me closer The Husband that will never leave me nor forsake me. I am loved with the deepest love that only This Husband will provide. I am shown everyday just how much He loves me. Yes, my Husband is Jesus Christ!

I withdrawn at times because when I share, I want to be heard, not lectured or preached at. I need prayed for and prayed over. I also desire realness. I know everything is spiritual, but we need to bring a balance into the practical! I am hurting and don't want religion shoved down my throat. I have the best support system and such awesome friends! I rejoice and am so thankful for what I have. I praise God that He is dancing over me now! I am not trash, but I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I was formed in my mother's womb. That one gets me a lot as my mom was not a Mother to me for most of my life. I praise God for her and that she was used by God to bring me into this life. I pray for her healing and ask you to as well! She is in a nursing home and not well in the mind at all!!!!!!!

God is bigger than the rent due, utilities due, phone bill due, monthly payments that people wanted payed last year, etc. God is a big God because He is caring for you, me, and all of our brothers and sisters. God is a big God because He loves us so much!

This is the real side of me. I cannot hide under a rock and pretend that all is well. God will provide and I am hurting! God loves you and me and our brothers and sisters in His family! Yes, I know all these things. Here is the deal, I thank you for reading, praying, and loving God so much that you will pray for me and our brothers and sisters. Also, that you love God so much that you will pray for the lost souls and share Jesus with them. It is not about religion. It is about relationship. How are your relationships doing?

Yes, please respond and I will pray for you and all that you ask me to! God is a loving-God and I do trust Him! I love you and am praying for your relationships!

Friday, May 15, 2009

Update

Peggy does have pnenonamonia. She said she felt better and needs prayers for strength. Please keep praying!

Jack is in bed. Cough has been better and productive. He is tired and just crabby! I would be to if I was in his shoes! I ask you to keep lifting him up in your prayers!

I had a talk with Timothy. It was just hard. I ask you to pray for repentance and brokeness for the glory of God! He is a hard man and prideful! It is hard to see someone like this! I have given him to God! He is not my project or mine at all!

Blessings dear ones! I am not a victim, but a child of God redeemed by grace and the shed blood of Jesus Christ!

Prayer Is Needed!

I am asking all to pray for my friend Peggy Sharp! She is being admitted to the hospital as she began coughing up blood today! I am not sure what is wrong as of now. She called and asked that I would pass it on. Please pray!

I am here with Jack and he is sick, coughing, and exhausted! I have been encouraging him to rest. The head of the bed is up and he stopped coughing for now. He looks terrible and says he feels it! His cough is better, but please pray for him too!

I also ask for pray for Lynda! She is a might woman of God and only human! She is exhausted and in need of strength and endurance for the race she is running! My heart is broken for her and Jack! I am praying and helping as I am able! Please pray!

God is our refuge and strength! I am leaning on Him to help us all thru! Blessings!

Monday, May 11, 2009

New Direction

I am going forward and not with Tim as my husband-to-be. He ended it today. I am asking for all to pray for healing and that he is blessed and healed, in Jesus Name! I am pressing in to finish school as of 12 a.m. Wednesday. I didn't expect I would get this sort of news from a friend. Then news that a friend of our family passed away the day of my sister's wedding. My sister was a care provider for this friend through home health!

I am asking for provision as now I have an appartment and all expenses to pay on my own. I know that God has a plan and I trust Him to provide!

Blessings!

Friday, May 8, 2009

Please Pray--Lord I Need You Always!

Hello to my dear blogger friends, readers, etc. I am asking for prayer for my up-coming marriage. I am asking for prayer for my future husband and myself. I know I can't change him, nor do I intend to. I do, however, expect that if I am promised something, that the promise is kept. There are so many things with both of us. I am first to admit that I am far from perfect!

I am letting him go and giving him to Daddy as I know that is the only way for God to work is me getting out of the way. I do trust God with my huband! We have two and a half months left. We both need to loose wt. and be happy and positive. He lives in a very hard situation. I ask for you to please pray for God's will and that His will be done and walked out by both of us. Tim wants to take a third-shift job although, first and second are available. Just some of the things I am sharing that need prayer! In the midst, I draw close to God and He is close to me! This I am certain of!

Blessings!